My Thoughts

 (me building a headboard and working on my mad building skills!)

Dear J,


I have never wanted my husband more than I do RIGHT now. He's my eternal partner. I wrote Jon an email asking for help. Help b/c I miss him so much it hurts. I no longer believe in soul mates. Because if I have a soul mate out there I would have to tell him, "sorry, I've already found my partner. His name is Mr. Boress."

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Thank you Jon. Thank you for joining my church. I know for a fact that I would have given you up had you not believed in this Gospel. But I am so glad you opened your heart and believed. The best part was having witnessed your transformation.
I've never wanted you to change- I fell in love with you before you were a member, before you held the priesthood. I just knew for a fact, 100%, that your hangups would become lighter had you believed in Jesus Christ. I wanted you to have peace in your soul. I knew the only way you would get peace was to join the true Church of Jesus Christ.
So here we are. You are a priesthood holder. You are a beautiful man. I love you- I love who you were before and I love who you are now. But I can love you for eternity because of your faith. So yes, I want to thank you. Don't be stubborn and accept my sincerity. Accept the fact that I believe you to be a close replica of my dream man. You fill in the details I never dared imagine. I had my standards for my dream man. 1.) Priesthood holder 2.) great husband 3.) great father 4.) blue eyes (although I've accepted green) 5.) great smile, and the rest is fuzzie b/c you've filled in the rest. YOU, not anyone else. Just you my love. My partner. my eternal companion.

Love forever and ever,

"The bride of your youth."